Bonnie McFeely and Brendan P. McFeely

00:00 And I'm just going to point to you first and if you'll say your name and Brendan mcfeely.

00:08 Oh, I'm sorry. My name is Brendan mcfeely. I'm 32 years old. It's October 13th 2004. I'm sitting in Grand Central Terminal and I'm here with my wife.

00:21 My name is Bonnie Anderson mcfeely and I am 33 years old. Today is October 13th 2004 where in Grand Central Terminal and I am here with my husband, Brenton.

00:35 So tell me about the F train.

00:40 Maybe I should start.

00:43 Well, I was living in Jersey City for a number of years and at the time of the incident were going to talk about I was commuting from Jersey City into Manhattan as I did every day and I would take the PATH train to 23rd Street switch to the F and go along my way to my office on 51st and Lex so one day and December of 1999. I was standing on the platform as I always do except that I wasn't standing in the exact location where I wanted to be you know how it is in New York One have to be where your stairwell is the best location for him and I wasn't because when I had walked onto the platform, I noticed a gentleman who not my husband, but another gentleman who was standing right where I wanted to stand and he was pacing very very nervously and it really kind of caught me off-guard. So I just thought in my head that I didn't want to stand next one.

01:41 SO waiting for the train to roll in and I kind of kept my eye on this person who looked a little bit strange and as the train comes rolling in he takes a leap and jumps in front of the train and gets run over by the train and I was maybe 10-15 yards away from him. So needless to say I kind of freaked out and you know, I was standing there saying oh my God. Oh my God, and it appeared as though I was the only one who saw the guy jump except for the person who was driving the train because the train stopped with only maybe one or two cars in the station.

02:16 So maybe I had it over here Brandon. Okay. Well at the time I was living on 24th Street and was commuting to also to the east side and always took the F train didn't like the e-trans much that actually happened to work work out pretty nicely one morning when I walked onto the platform and here is this beautiful blonde girl standing in patient me looking like a commuter wondering where the heck her training is. So I took up a position right near her where I could pretend to be reading the New York Post, which is a horrible Rag and I really recommend that no one else ever read it except to raise your blood pressure the way I do.

02:55 While I was trying to read the post I could cleverly look over the top of the paper and look at the pretty girl.

03:02 Much to my surprise. I heard the Train qasr the train coming into the station and they pretty girl suddenly had a look of complete horror on her face and began pointing and gasping and started saying, oh my God, he just jumped.

03:17 And so I've sort of stepped over to her and I said are you alright Miss and she all she could say was he jumped he jumped and I immediately being a cleverly trained lawyer with the years of the duct of reasoning experience under my belt realize that someone must have jumped onto the train.

03:38 So I sort of stood there Dudley and I said what?

03:43 And I knew I'd seen Brandon kind of from the corner of my eye when the whole thing happened. I saw him standing there and for a split second, I think I thought to myself. I hope he comes over and asks, if I'm okay, so there was something about that said, you know, I'm hoping that that this Gallant gentleman comes over here and you did and he kind of decided since I was just a little bit freaked out to say the least that maybe I should wait for the cops to come since nobody else really sad what happened. So we stood there waiting together for maybe 2 3 minutes. I guess it takes a while for the cops to figure out what entrance to go in.

04:24 Cops aren't even shown up yet before the unfortunate gentleman under the train regained Consciousness and began screaming that it wasn't fair that he was still alive at which point Bonnie didn't look very happy and tell the truth. I wasn't really either at that point. So I hustled you out of the hustle you out of the station and I we took down the number of the station manager so that you can make a report later Booth but that person was on like three different phones at one time. So we just wrote down the phone number says, you know, I guess if you have any complaints or give me a call and we left and as it turns out we found out in our brief conversation that our offices were right across the street from each other. So Brendan, you know offered to walk me over to the E train.

05:24 The corner at that point since there are a couple of a couple of dozen people all trying to get cabs all in a rush to get to work cuz they were letting people off the train and yeah, it was stopped. So we took the rest of the commute together. We had to walk some of it because our station was closed Street D train station and caught the train almost to actually called an F train rerouted got on the train. I spent a good two minutes of the of the trip on the train trying to work one of my business cards out of my wallet surreptitiously in my pocket, which I guess you didn't notice. I did not notice because I am a lawyer and therefore have no morals whatsoever. I had only one thing. I'm I'm kind of course was getting the pretty lady to work so that she can have a better day. Of course.

06:22 We actually had to stop but we had to stop One Stop short of where we'd wanted to end up because of another problem on the tracks which weeks would have laughed about it and said, oh my gosh, maybe somebody else today is doomed and we walked over to where our officers wear and sort of awkward. We said goodbye to each other and I give you my business card and you sort of looked at it like you didn't know what the heck I was to.

06:50 By the time I had been seriously dating somebody for about three years and you know since Brandon was so nice and we had a pleasant, you know, our together given the circumstances I was going to say, I was sorry I'm with somebody and if I took his car and it was just very strange to me such a nice guy and such a strange incident and I usually meet new people in in a bar at a party or through a friend and this is just very strange though. I took his card and went to work, you know almost an hour late and

07:25 And tell the story and I had to call the cops and I made a statement and they told me at that point in time that the guy was at the hospital and that he actually lost his leg and that you know, he didn't die. And so I ended up I think email and Brendan that day and just saying by the way, you know, the guy is going to live and Brendan. I think you read the time of my email as okay Sia never give up and let you know I emailed him and that it was just strange. I just could not throw his cart away. I couldn't just met this total stranger and

08:09 You know, I couldn't just ended there. So that was December of 99 and I hung onto his card and switch modes loader six months later or longer than that. It was the following. What was the following May that me and this other guy broke up and then in July after talking with a bunch of my friends getting advice chatting about Subway guy. I couldn't really remember his name. So we all refer to him as Subway guy. I just remembered your name.

08:41 I decided to to get in contact with them and figured email would be the best, you know, if I called him and he didn't remember who I was but be a little bit humiliating at least with an email it snow.

08:56 Pretty easy to just let him think about it whether or not he remembered me and wanted to respond. So I emailed him and I said, you know remember me, I never had a chance to to thank you for that day when you walk into work. Can I buy you a drink sometime?

09:14 I pressed send.

09:18 And through the miracle of modern technology. I got that message you couple of seconds later where I was sitting miserably at my desk hating my job and

09:27 In came this message it brighten up my month.

09:32 So couple of days later we got together for a drink and drink turned into dinner.

09:37 And more drinks and that date turned into another date and next thing I actually know it was that they turned into a lunch date because you were going away. I couldn't I couldn't let you go with that imprinting myself on your memory because he has a lunch so there was no really opportunity for anything to go beyond the lunch. So I said gentleman little did I know that was just his why way of Fino

10:13 So I went away on vacation after that lunch. And after I came back from vacation, we saw each other probably every other day and there is actually a PostScript to the story.

10:32 There's a magazine article about us and Ladies Home Journal and that was only this past February. No, sorry no to to February to January to go spend a year and a half an hour equals.

10:48 You're right. Sorry just this past year anniversary.

10:57 So there's an article and one of my clients his wife gets a magazine and he comes up to me after meeting and he says, you know, let me talk to you for a couple minutes, okay?

11:08 Go into his office, and he said it's very strange. You know, my wife was reading her Ladies Home Journal and saw this article and so I read it and I couldn't believe it. It was such an amazing story. And what makes it even more amazing is that that guy who jumps was one of my former students and I was at the hospital with him every day for two weeks.

11:32 While he was recovering so to speak and this gentleman still keeps in touch with his former student of his and at the time earlier this year this this is student who had been during the time of the incident. He was a paralegal who was not happy with his life for whatever reason and you know decided that he wanted to try to end his life unfortunately and it was a whole life changing experience for him. So this past January February when the article showed up my client says to me that this guy at that time was in,

12:15 Cemetery studying to be an Episcopal priest

12:19 So that is the outcome of the story and you know that I assumed that that this guy is still I can get that in California where he went but it was great that my client said, you know, he's going to be so encouraged that something good came out of that horrible incident and he was going to forward the information to him and you know, and we think it's amazing because you know such a small world New York is just the largest small town in the world have an amazing how people know each other do something good came up came about

12:54 All around I guess.

12:57 I work for a company called levien and Company. We're construction owners Representatives. So we handle construction project from

13:07 Before design sometimes until after move in so

13:14 Yeah, it was a school project that I was working on and he's he is the Headmaster and so he had before the school was built. He was a Headmaster of a different School in New York.

13:27 Freemason that was it, you know for I guess I was a couple years we had no idea what happened to him. And that was just a strange coincidence Yes, except that he he lives but we didn't know you know when I walk down the street and I wonder how am I ever going to run into this person? Am I going to recognize them and then for somebody who I knew to actually come up to me and say I know this person very well I was with him and I know what he's doing now and I keep in touch with him. It was it was really amazing food. You want to say to him if you madam.

14:06 I hope you're doing a lot better if you're doing a lot better now, and you know, I hope that that you're happy. That's something good came out of this. I guess I'm both ends somehow. It's amazing how how things turn out dude could be a possibility that I would meet him someday since we do have this common person in the middle, who knows both of us. But yeah, I want to say thank you, but that seems a little bit strange to say to somebody who you know when you're such a traumatic.

14:43 A lot of times I think things happened and you don't know why they happened and there could be reasons but you just never find out and we were just fortunate to he was I guess in this case fortunate enough to find out the outcome of of this terrible experience for him. So

15:00 I think that's why.

15:05 I can only guess that that might be you know that I'm I'm sure that must be a factor in his decision and he what he said to me is that this was a life-changing experience and to go from being a paralegal to being a priest that is pretty rent a pretty radical change. So there was really

15:43 So, how come?

15:44 I mean your philosophy your life hasn't made you less cynical do not believe things happen for a reason or did you guys always believe stuff like that?

15:53 You know, I I have mixed thoughts about it. I've always kind of thought that that things do happen for a reason maybe not all things. It depends on how much detail you're talking about. You know, I don't know. I don't know but this certainly made me believe more that that certain things happen for a reason and that there is something holding us all together to what extent I really don't know but

16:21 And this this is just too strange to it's too strange of a coincidence. I don't know. I'm at that time on that day to have that poor guy decided that that was the time that he had to end it especially since it was early for me.

16:43 Yeah, that wasn't even the normal time that you would have been on the train. I don't nobody believe that we both did everyday. Oh, okay. He saw me once before.

17:05 I swear I'm a stalker and I didn't push the guy.

17:11 I think I've seen him before vet.

17:14 Hey, my mind was elsewhere. I didn't have a cup of coffee that you know when the day your way below the radar.

17:26 Oh, that was a

17:28 Son of a story

17:31 Of course, it was an amazing day. But how do I propose?

17:40 Well if he was right after your birthday.

17:44 And right before between Upper Lake Joy Road in between our birthdays.

17:49 Our birthdays are actually a week apart a year in a week actually, but we had been wanting to go to a restaurant in.

18:05 Flatiron District called has Ed which is an Asian fusion restaurant for a long time. I've actually been waiting to go to it for four years and we moved in together in.

18:19 01 was a gas right before September 11th. And so this was the this was the summer June of 02 and

18:32 I decided that we would go to I said one night and so I

18:38 I forgot that I tell you where we were going or did I yes, yes. Yes. I think we met we actually made it was supposed to be like a combination, you know celebrating our birthdays.

18:50 I think of the times right and I left I left keys to our apartment with my best friend who live a couple blocks away from us the time and had a lot of flowers delivered for him to fill up the apartment with the flowers and turn on.

19:08 Some music on the stereo while we were out and candles and whatever and we had our lovely dinner and our good wine and I had a really good time and I told them I was thinking, you know, cuz he can't do it now.

19:27 And I didn't do it. So then we held a cab to go home and she was very mad at me pouring rain.

19:39 Are you okay? Honey, Vine?

19:42 Was that it was not a great meal rate? Okay.

19:48 Meanwhile, I'm thinking Google.

19:51 So we get home and let her go in first cuz I'm fumbling to get the the ring out of my pocket and she kind of looks around. She says did you leave on the lights where they're candles and by before she had a chance to turn around? I had dropped to one knee and taken off the ring.

20:15 And I did the obvious thing.

20:18 That is very I loved it. Did the whole traditional thing of just getting on his knee and she cried Dad.

20:31 Yeah, but he don't know you would ask my father like 2 months before. Yes, so.

20:38 What day was that?

20:40 What day exactly it was a Wednesday? I remember what the date when is the last Wednesday in June get married?

20:53 The following January 25th, January 25th of 2003

21:00 Rite Aid at the marble Collegiate Church on 5th Avenue and 29th Street, and we had the reception at the

21:10 Troy-Bilt Tillers V Club

21:15 Mine is June 17th. And Bonnie's is June 10th.

21:19 Why do you guys think you work?

21:23 Yes, we're very were very different. But just the chemistry is another way that we just work together. Yeah, we have different hobbies and but you know Opposites Attract. I learned a lot from Brendan. I hope he's learned some stuff for me, but somehow it just somehow it just all works.

21:53 Not so much the hobbies and everything, but I guess it's how you spend your time together and

21:58 How we get along and our values and morals as many as ever but how would you describe?

22:18 Strong strong handsome. He's a perfect gentleman. That's you know from the beginning. I actually thought when we first met that fateful day that he was a perfect gentleman. He you know, I guess he had his all of his moves down so that they didn't look overdone but he wasn't he wasn't really overbearing at all. He was just being a gentleman and that has really

22:46 Continued to this day and hopefully it won't end but it's really part of him. I mean he he is that's one of the most attractive things about him is he's a gentleman he treats his mother like a queen. He's wonderful with his family.

23:10 I know that you didn't know.

23:12 I didn't know when I first met him how many comic books he had.

23:18 That's a little bit daunting takes up a little bit too much real estate in our apartment, but

23:28 Upwards of 40,000 they're stored away in a in a loft, so they're not all over the place.

23:42 What about you for Bonnie?

23:44 How I would describe her.

23:48 Incredibly beautiful.

23:51 Always active and vivacious and full of life and intelligence and

23:58 With the sparkliest eyes I've ever seen.

24:02 He's got all the moves down.

24:06 I don't need to have the moves anymore.

24:13 1700 GB my property woman

24:21 What surprised you had her? What surprised me about her? What a tomboy. She is.

24:27 My wife is a tomboy. She's a bigger job than I've ever been. That's for sure.

24:33 It's not in a bad way though, right?

24:45 I like your story almost overshadows like to be like it overshadows everything. I do feel the starts. Is it almost something huge to live up to does add onto ever that? You have a lifetime together, but you began it with this incredibly romantic story. How do you do know what I mean? I don't think it's overwhelming. I mean, you know, sometimes I just sit back and say, oh my gosh, I can't believe that I actually met Brendan. It's it's so strange. I don't know how I would have met, you know him otherwise, but you know as far as living up to it, you know that that sort of Incident That's probably that's enough excitement for this.

25:25 Past 5 years. It's always fun to tell the story. You know, they all had you guys need because they might know where we each went to college and sorts of things. They say well, do you know each other went to school separately? You're not in the same profession. A lot of people ask me. Are you a lawyer new? So this is the right word, but it does sometimes seem like it's a lot to live up to.

25:55 So far so good. All right, but definitely it can sometimes seem like you know.

26:04 Wow, I am I'm sorry. I almost was obligated to marry you after great.

26:13 It was one of these to know kind of meant to be from that that second and actually probably when we first started dating there was probably I don't know about you but there was a little bit of pressure on my side because people would say hello. He's the one he's the one and you know everybody and you know in a relationship thinking that right away, which I would have been anyway, but with everybody else saying it out loud it was it was awful lot of pressure. So it's kind of like right everybody leave us alone and probably going to have to anyway, so

26:53 Where do you see yourself like 20 years from now?

26:58 How we have 20 years from now hit me a picture. Well, hopefully we'll have a couple kids.

27:06 In 20 years, hopefully what happened? Well, hopefully they'll be almost out of the house right? I'm loved enough money to send him to college.

27:25 Yeah, and I guess you know 20 years from now. It's a long time. So settling back into our life with just the two of us. I got my fingers crossed for a bigger apartment at yeah, but will probably be in New York in New York City or in the suburbs.

27:49 Not far from here at any rate.

27:53 Maybe you know, I'll probably doing be doing something similar to what I'm doing now. Hey, who knows if not the exact same job?

28:04 I'll probably be doing something very similar what I'm doing now and I felt a lot more grounded when we met and that when we got married and I just feel like all right. Now my life is

28:17 Kind of starting in a way and I feel like

28:23 I don't know. This is a ditz not like I'm searching around to get a job in a different city or I feel settled.

28:38 What was your life like before you met each other? Oh my God. It was awful. Great.

28:47 I'm exaggerating now.

28:54 You know.

28:58 Probably went out a lot more. I was living outside of the city and most of my friends most my good friends from college. They don't actually live in Manhattan. So yeah, I was going out in Hoboken.

29:12 Doing that sort of thing. And you know, I had a roommate for a couple of years. So it's a lot different. It's a lot more of you know.

29:20 Doing the girly thing all the time talking to my friends and you know, so now I come home to my husband and it's a different Dynamic. It's great in its own way. But you know before we met, you know life was I was going to work taking the after a my commute with your hunger, but it was soon as a lot of a lot of the same thing, but just dumb. So settled

29:46 I still have fun, but I have a lot of fun.

29:51 I did it. I was loved play video games back then.

29:56 Yeah, that's true.

29:58 You still are oh, yeah, we have to share the TV.

30:09 It seems like you clicked in for him a lot earlier. When was there ever a moment where you thought this is the guy I mean like when did he really is her picture in your ads when he came into Focus? Well, there's probably two instances the day that we met when we were walking down the street just before we got to our offices. I had this feeling that he was going to give me his card or ask my phone number or something and at that moment I did think.

30:41 This is so weird. I can't lose touch with this with this guy. So it didn't click in that we're going to it didn't click in that we were going to end up together or anything, but I had to have some sort of future with with him. So that was one instance and then

31:02 When

31:04 We went for that drink month later when I asked him out for a drink. It was almost immediately. You know, I had so many expectations that were making me nervous because I hadn't seen him in seven or eight months at Serena on 23rd Street thinking to myself. Oh, please let her be as cute as I remember. I remember awful So within within just moments of the our first our first date,

31:39 I had a really really good feeling I can't say that I knew for sure like that second because I was so nervous and expectations were so high but it was really that that first day I was I was pretty sure that this is going a long way.

31:59 But she was cute and then like chant.

32:04 Like an image in your head before you mean prior to the I mean like right after the accident happened to her?

32:11 Cuz you still look at her right? Well, I just look alive.

32:19 Over the knee

32:20 Rick is a great tactic.

32:29 Well, I mean it during the intervening.

32:32 Six or seven months between the day that we met and Bonnie's faithful email to me.

32:38 I had the opportunity to leave the job that I was at and one reason I didn't leave the job for what could have been a better job sort of nose.

32:50 Was I knew that if I did that she never be able to find me that was actually one reason that I didn't take the job.

32:58 Search Toys R Us.

33:02 Why the why can you were you thinking?

33:10 Sure thing to tell your kids you really believe that Monday.

33:15 Teamsters worked for my parents. It was just such a strange such a strange day. And there was this connection that we made immediately and I wouldn't really allow the connection to happen just because I was with somebody else. So I was like, it wasn't even coming option and me and the sky we were doing relatively well at the time and

33:41 No, but there was just it was so strange not like I can't.

33:46 I can't lose touch with with this guy. You know what? I just didn't know what to do. So the chemistry and everything must have just been right there that day.

33:56 And you knew should find you a job if I left that job. There was no way.

34:03 Are we going anywhere? We both kind of think that it's possible that if he had left that job at?

34:10 Something else would have happened where we where we would have met but who knows this is this is how everything unfolded and happened.

34:21 We're lucky.

34:25 Down to the doctor everything you took 10 minutes to sign that thing and pick you read it. Well, I'm going to talk to a property lawyer and you are asking me to sign away all rights to the story, which I was going to be.

34:48 Did you always think about like feet and stuff or did this chain? I mean

34:53 How do you reconcile those two things so hard thing to reconcile sometimes and I don't know that I can tell you the truth.

35:05 I'm a die-hard cynic about a lot of things.

35:09 But the

35:13 Not so much about matters of the heart.

35:19 So I guess that's that's how it works everything else total cynic.

35:25 Like what things?

35:29 Politics business

35:33 Relationship clients any sort of decision that we make together he brings up all of the things I could go wrong. And you know, I'm more of the eternal optimist which makes us work well together so risk-averse

35:53 The hard stuff even before this or did this change?

35:57 I've always been since I've always been a sappy romantic.

36:01 Always this is just like for the

36:08 The ultimate expression of sappy Romanticism, I guess.

36:19 I could just throw out a bunch of a bunch of words. I mean, it's hard to actually Define love. I think it's something that's different for a lot of people but some key components would be you know devotion that the true feeling that you have inside yourself. I think that's got to be most of it you can be nice to a person you can buy flowers and do all those surface things. But and those are expressions of Love or like or wanting something else, but it's really what you feel inside of you and

36:59 You know, it's it's really hard thing to Define.

37:04 No sense in spouting platitudes about it. You know it when you feel that's of incredible happiness in the ultimate frustration.

37:22 Yeah, I mean, you know love completely in encompasses.

37:28 A person or two people

37:32 And there's a there's a feeling that

37:36 On the one hand. Wow, we're going to be together forever, you know, and that's such a comforting feeling and then other times it's like, oh my God, we're going to be together forever. I do but all those sorts of things when you truly love somebody the fact that you're going to

37:55 Be devoted and stay with the person and work through your problems and have tons of experience is together both good and bad.

38:06 Now that's that's what it's all about. I think.

38:11 We have a life to look forward to together.

38:15 Yeah.

38:18 Teairra Mari, like this was a huge mistake, January 26th 2003.

38:28 That was really The Hangover talking.

38:32 A moment. Yeah, I mean, I think that people would be lying that are married if they said they've never been like oh God when there's some sort of problem but doesn't think it was get over if you really truly devoted to each other and really love each other.

38:49 Come ya fleeting moments. What what do you think what you said?

38:57 See we're getting along so well.

39:01 What did you?

39:06 I thought that was pretty freaking weird. I think I called you at work immediately after I got out of that meeting for actually I had because of head support had run into somebody online and do the guy supposedly neither guy, which was kind.

39:27 Like right after September 11th that came up I think.

39:33 Very strange

39:36 But the

39:39 I just turned laughed and thought it was bizarre.

39:42 Would you ever want to meet him?

39:46 I think so, you know don't know what I say to him. Yeah, I'm going to be

39:53 Yeah, I think I would like to to meet him, you know, it'd be a little bit weird, but it's it's kind of like closing a loop.

40:04 Well, I've looked I mean when I originally read your story and I thought of inviting you and I was told my boss that would be too weird and they're like that's really cruel to the person but my thought had been that when something like that happens you guys should meet that person and I would love I mean if you'd be willing to I love till I get there's a way to contact him and then maybe bring him here and free book to talk with him. I mean, yeah, I mean, it's probably way contact him at my biggest concern would really be him. I mean, I don't you know, it's something we're

40:41 Knowing that I mean might my client, you know, he would be the person that I would talk to you about it. But you know, I'd be fine with that. I think it'd be really interesting but I wouldn't want it to be looked at as hey. Let's pull this guy in here until this great story and meanwhile, he's still reliving reliving the whole experience.

41:05 You be comfortable. Maybe you could speak with your kind and since he's in touch with this guy. Maybe he's knows what his mindset is.

41:14 Yeah, I can do that or I can contact your client. I don't know if you'd be comfortable with that. It'd be better if I spoke with him first about it because yeah, I would talk to him first and see what he thought his along with love story and suicide also and I was actually looking at two people who jumped off the Empire State Building and that story was so I love when people survive it like what do you think of that moment and then seems like this gentleman, it did change his life like he became a priest.

41:48 Yes, very bizarre. Strange. Talk to my client.

41:54 If he's been in touch.

41:57 Give me another option to be like I would I'd even be happy just speaking with him and then after an interview that maybe if he'd want to meet with please help for that if it went if it went that far, if you did agree to be part of this then I would just leave it up to him actually to say hey, I don't want to meet with them yet or I would rather meet with them first or whatever happened to him.

42:23 Since it's such a sensitive thing.

42:33 You might think that it's pretty cool too. I mean, I mean if you had if you don't believe in God if there's any experience that's going to

42:41 Give you some face and some think this would be it.

42:45 Anyways, I should say goodbye to each other.

42:55 Sharon we want to have for dinner tonight.

43:01 It's tough for me to be with you in the middle of the day. Cuz now I just want to go home.

43:05 I know me too.

43:07 Going home anytime soon.

43:12 I got hit with last-minute bulshit.

43:16 Love you, sweetie. I want you to come home now. Love you too, baby, and I'd love to come home right now.

43:21 But reality calls, so we already in our mortgage payments.

43:27 Thank you so much, and thank you.